Back At Zero: Week 1 Round 3

I've been trying to find a way to get what I've done over the last year to count. Really, the last two years. Year and a half. That's when I froze. What I was doing up to that point was working. (Maybe that's why I froze. But that's another story for another time.) I just need to start over. I've been looking for a way to make it easier, because this test is very, very hard. So I looked...and I looked...and looked some more...all the while avoiding doing the work.

I've decided this: Stop looking for an easier way! Just do the work.

I dug out my journal from April/May 2014. That's when it was working. Instead of trying to figure out an easier (there's not one) way I'm just going to do what I was doing then. Embrace the suck, as one of my accountability partners would say.

Back at zero.
But this time I have experience of having tried and failed. Failing isn't the end of this for me, was a lesson. This time zero is a different starting point. I'm better equipped because of my experience. I'm stronger because of my experience. What will it take to see this through? Just do the work!